"I am tired of trying to hold things together that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do."
"It’s a little bit horrifying just how quickly everything can fall to crap. Sometimes it takes a huge loss, to remind you of what you care about the most. sometimes you find yourself becoming stronger as a result, wiser, better equipped to handle the next big disaster that comes along. Sometimes, but not always."